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margym0o | Are there some really nasty transits going on right now? I had the WORST night last night. I came home after work and just cried my eyes out most of the night. Major self-loathing going on. Even this morning I am incredibly irritable and feel like I could break down at any minute. Anyone else experiencing this? It sort of started on Wednesday night. |
carm76 | Hi Margy,I'm sorry to hear about your night. Do you feel better? Is there anything you would like to talk about? I cant say I'm going through that would right now, but I've been where you are (more then I can count).
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MineAgain | Yeah, for me, it actually started last Friday! I've been crying my eyes out every single night. I could just cry at any time really. I also happen to wake up at 4 every single night and cry. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not an overly emotional person and I only cry when there's a reason. I tend to intellectualize my feelings so I rarely cry. These days, I've been feeling on the verge of tears 24/7. I'm literally crying day and night. Major tears stuck in my throat. It just happens, no specific reason. I just try to come up with some but those are reasons I had already cried about a zillion times and I have already gotten over technically. It could be anything but most of the time, it just relates to how I'm stuck and people are moving on. Or to the harsh rejection I faced a couple months ago love-wise. I'm having a lot of anxiety and things from the past are just coming back to the surface in my mind. Bizarre. |
margym0o | quote: Originally posted by MineAgain: Yeah, for me, it actually started last Friday! I've been crying my eyes out every single night. I could just cry at any time really. I also happen to wake up at 4 every single night and cry. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not an overly emotional person and I only cry when there's a reason. I tend to intellectualize my feelings so I rarely cry. These days, I've been feeling on the verge of tears 24/7. I'm literally crying day and night. Major tears stuck in my throat. It just happens, no specific reason. I just try to come up with some but those are reasons I had already cried about a zillion times and I have already gotten over technically. It could be anything but most of the time, it just relates to how I'm stuck and people are moving on. Or to the harsh rejection I faced a couple months ago love-wise. I'm having a lot of anxiety and things from the past are just coming back to the surface in my mind. Bizarre.
I actually feel very similarly. I feel the older I get the more sensitive I am becoming and suddenly I am less of an ice queen than I thought I was my whole life. EVERYTHING seems to get to me or my "problems" are magnified on a grand scale. I take everything my family and friends and partner say to heart and take offense to even the littlest slight. I never used to be that way. Is this how it feels to near closer to your Saturn return? It's not for another year but I've felt a huge shift in my life outlook in 2014. I'm becoming more "self-aware" for sure. Mind you this could all just be me but my co-worker said she's been having a rough week too which is why I figured I'd ask. |
MineAgain | Yes me too! Although I tend to rationalize my feelings a lot more than the average person, I feel like I've become more sensitive lately. I'm getting more and more sensitive as I'm growing. However, I've become more sensitive on the inside and very cold on the outside. I literally have hard rock ice. I can't open up anymore neither do I want to. I'm just cold but what's going on inside is the polar opposite. My Saturn return isn't happening anytime soon so I'm not quite sure it's the reason for me. |
hannaramaa | Transiting Moon is almost conjunct transiting Pluto both in Capricorn. So maybe what's repressed is now coming to the surface to transform and kind of cleanse you? This is probably sextiling Saturn in Scorpio (just a guess though) too which I imagine would bring on heavy feelings, intensity, etc. |
Ellynlvx | Uranus is backing into the Pluto Square position. Again. Hoping it's the last time this session. (Scared to check) |
hannaramaa | quote: Originally posted by Ellynlvx: Uranus is backing into the Pluto Square position.Again. Hoping it's the last time this session. (Scared to check)
What does that do though?
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Plutonian_Gal8 | quote: Originally posted by margym0o: I feel the older I get the more sensitive I am becoming and suddenly I am less of an ice queen than I thought I was my whole life.
Sounds A LOT like me. And yes, as of yesterday evening, I felt a shift in my mood - "bothered" for no legitimate reason. I did glance at the transits, but the headache caused me to close the laptop. Also, I couldn't get any sleep. Sleep aid pills couldn't even put me down |
Plutonian_Gal8 | quote: Originally posted by hannaramaa: Transiting Moon is almost conjunct transiting Pluto both in Capricorn. So maybe what's repressed is now coming to the surface to transform and kind of cleanse you?This is probably sextiling Saturn in Scorpio (just a guess though) too which I imagine would bring on heavy feelings, intensity, etc.
Thanks! Makes perfect sense for me actually. They're both leaving from Squaring my Natal Moon. |